January 2010
136 posts
December 2009
44 posts
welcoming 2010 with open arms
I’ve opened up a bit more , soul searching took place, and my personality has been fully defined… My creations sent me in a solo path to find circles over squares to set goals with me for my 2010, I’m heading into this year clean with experienced hands, my eyes and heart wide open no regrets but lessons well learned ; so if you haven’t noticed I’ve already let...
“ i shut my eyes in order to see ”
– paul gauguin
soo
theres this guy and like i effin love him hes the bestttest friend everrrr :D
END !
bottom line is .
I
Love
You ( : <3
ho ho ho
wow Christmas eve; and I’m feelings great ; i never would have thought that id be doing good but I am and its absolutely amazing . tomorrows Christmas and i feel the warmth in my heart =] ; any who happy Christmas Eve tumbulr :D!
wendee:
I’ve completely let go of someone that I was holding on to for way too long, and for stupid reasons. It’s only in the form of Facebook friendship, but still…
I’m proud of myself :]
I did something similar to this and it felt great ( :
drencudi:
Lights Please - J. Cole
this song...
aint it funny .
it’s funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye . -its funny how good memories can start to make you cry . -its funny how forever never seems to really last . -its funny how you’d lose if you forgot about your past . -its funny how “friends” can just leave you when you’re down . -its funny how when you need someone they’re never around . -its...
“A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance”
I wanna just dance but he took me home instead, uh...
(via mikey-v)
mikey-v:
City High | Caramel
lmao this was...
get your mind out the gutter .
your heart beats faster , your hands get clammy butterflies fills your stomach & your leqs start shakinq your mouth qets watery - while this heat sensation rises the wetness of his lips arouses thee ; the bodies friction is undeniable cant run from it cant hide it . his finqers slip to ah warm place , followed by ah liqht kiss . he notices your confidence cant help but be turned on then...
cloudsss (:
he told me he was a HIGH achiever ; down for when i need em *told me he’ll make me fly & by the end of the niqht , made me ah believer !
“too improve my self means to remove my self from the pool of sharks dark as the...”
money . cars & the clothes = isnt everything
there are actually some females in the world who look pass that & actually want you for what you are inside , if you decide to settle for less ” that’s yah business . “
sometimes even I dont know :/
its still feels kind of weird ; but not in the way it should.. hmm i cant think of a way to make sense as i type this . hmm im begining to realize a lot of things that i would have never even thought of other wise and its not a bad thing i know but everyone flintches to change at first right ?
Truth
i have the great Jonathan to thank for this . he made me realize all though the truth may hurt it shall also set you free - so cliche i know , but being honest w/ other people isnt enough its also being true to yourself . just because you know someone for the longest doesnt necessarily mean they know you the best & all though me & that person are no longer associates i have no other words...
every action has a consequence .
this weekend was radd ; yeah i said it , RADD . i dont usually use this word but there is no way else to describe it . i was actually willing to take the consequences of whatever happen & i must say it was ALL worth it !
why are people only sorry after they fuck someone...
someone very close to me asked me that ; & as much
as i wanted to answer it i couldn’t because well its true …
people do things to hurt people all the time & well when everything’s
going your way you don’t mind , but then when you get caught
then all of ah sudden your sorry . people don’t think of the out
comes of their actions , what toll they may take...
just keep swimming just keep swimmig .
Another good dayyy mann =] ; free crib all weekend hmm i wonder what michevious adventures will take place :P ; school was straight . i want my hair to grow already like it barley reaches my shoulders :/ ; but i like the short hair it goes with me i suppose. so much drama circles around in my school and when it gets to me i just laugh smh ppl need to learn to mind there bussiness...
“too many ladies qive these niqqas too many chances ,
too many brothers wanna be...”
– jay-z
smileeeeeeee babyyy
so much drama going on around me and yet a smile remains on my face ; im happy with the way things are going because ive honestly beeen really happy lately its kind of crazyy . gotta make my decision about italy monday ; ayy idk im excited but ohh so scared .. i mean this oppurtunity will come up again im 100% sure of that . maybe i should just go to cali with my friends like planned for...